Yakap Tayo, Mahal Ko

Hey world, I thought I would share some words regarding Yakap tayo, mahal ko! Making a song regarding my love for Ashley was something I been wanting to do for a long time. Adjustment were made during the process of making the lyrics and while it has been altered, I'm feeling more happier about it.

Originally, the song was going to be called Under this sky, but changed to Yakap tayo, mahal ko! As you can see, I used tagalog to express my love to her! As a surprise to her, I revealed the song to her which made her cry happy tears! The image reflects on our first time seeing each other in person at the airport! While I didn't cry like a baby, deep down when I was leaving, I wanted to.

Yakap tayo, mahal ko" means "let's hug, my love," and it's something very special. In my view, giving hugs is the most special thing you can ever have, and feeling the embrace of someone you love is the best feeling in the world. To this day, I still cherish the memory of our first hug and how much I wanted to lift her off her feet. Knowing I hugged her is one of the most precious moments we will ever have.

Hopefully, you too can feel the warmth and emotional depth that was put into this beautiful song created! Everyone needs a hug and I hope you can do so soon! Speak soon world!

Eddie

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A New Beginning: My Journey with Ashley

 

Hey world, it's Eddie! I thought it's time I said a few things! So yes, I have autism and believe me, it's not easy. A lot of the time, I don't understand things. I'm sure you can imagine how upsetting it is for me and I try really hard to keep moving forward. And this is why I love Ashley so much! When she knew I was this way, she try to learn more about it. There's plenty of YouTube videos to show you the what we go through. Whilst I could keep going on about Autism, I think that should be another day! Either way, I just wanted to say hi and thank you for reading this blog regarding our journey! And trust me, this is only the start of it!

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On Emptiness and Being a Partner

Sometimes I feel like I'm running on empty. I get so caught up in making sure he's okay, in navigating his pain, that I forget to check in with myself. The truth is, it’s a lot to hold. Trying to understand what he's going through with C-PTSD and autism can feel like trying to solve a puzzle with a thousand missing pieces.

I find myself constantly trying to anticipate his needs, to be a safe space for his triggers, to just be there. And I want to be. I love him. But lately, I feel this deep, quiet ache. It's the part of me that’s asking, "What about me? When is it my turn?"

The hard part is that I feel guilty even thinking it. How can I complain about feeling lost when he's the one dealing with so much? But that doesn't make my feelings any less real. Being his partner is a constant act of adapting. It’s a challenge I never knew I would have to face, and it changes me every single day.

I need him to understand that this is a change for me, too. It's a big, messy, beautiful, and sometimes very lonely change. It’s easy to get lost in his story and forget that I have my own.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m off-balance, constantly swaying from a place of support to a place of feeling completely unmoored. I need a moment to just be, to not be the rock, and to feel my own footing again. I need to be seen, too.

Ashley

"Lately, I've felt like I've been holding a lot in. The beautiful, the hard, the lonely. I needed a different way to let it out. So, I sat down and let the words and a melody find their way. This is what came out. These are the lyrics to a song about the parts of my heart I've been trying to find a voice for."

"I hope this finds a home in someone else’s heart who understands. You are not alone."

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The Language of Embrace: Finding Solace in a Simple Hug

 Sometimes, in the midst of overwhelming emotions or unspoken pain, words can feel insufficient. They can fall short of capturing the depth of what we’re feeling or the comfort we long to offer. It’s in those moments that a simple, heartfelt embrace can speak volumes.

My latest creative project, a song titled "[I Feel Your Pain]", explores the complexities of connecting with someone who is hurting. While the music and lyrics aim to capture the internal struggles and the desire to offer support, it’s often the simplest of human gestures that carry the most profound meaning.

I recently came across a powerful black and white photograph: a man is being held in an embrace, his head resting as a woman holds him, her arms wrapped around his neck. The gesture is one of profound support and comfort. It's a hug that says, "I'm holding you; I've got you."

This image perfectly encapsulates the essence of my song. It speaks to the idea that sometimes, the most effective way to break through the walls someone has built around their heart is not through elaborate explanations or solutions, but through a genuine, non-verbal expression of care. This particular kind of embrace communicates a deep sense of safety—a powerful anchor in a sea of turmoil. It can remind someone that they are loved, that they are safe, and that they don’t have to carry their pain entirely on their own.

In the embrace captured in the photograph, there’s a sense of acceptance – a silent acknowledgment of pain without judgment. It suggests that the person being held is not alone in their struggle, that someone sees them and is willing to offer comfort without demanding anything in return.

When we think about supporting loved ones who are navigating difficult times, especially those dealing with invisible wounds or carrying heavy burdens, we might feel pressured to say the right thing or offer the perfect advice. But often, what’s needed most is simply our presence and a tangible expression of care.

And that tangible expression isn't always physical. Even when you're miles away, you can still offer a powerful sense of support. A "virtual hug"—a heartfelt message, a late-night phone call, a simple emoji—can be a lifeline. The true power lies not in the physical proximity, but in the emotional connection. It’s the consistent, unwavering presence that truly breaks through the walls and reminds someone they are loved.

This image, like my song, serves as a reminder of the fundamental human need for connection and the profound impact of simple acts of kindness. In a world that often prioritizes words and grand gestures, let’s not underestimate the power of an embrace—whether physical or virtual—a timeless language of comfort that speaks directly to the heart.

Ashley

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